Its Fall::



Last week I had this CRAZY idea......what if i kidnap two of my best friends and we spend the whole day together???? i thought this was a GREAT idea and so thats what i did.....i told them that they needed to be free on saturday all day because i had a surprise for them. we hung out friday night and i asked if they were excited for saturday and they said yes. i had them get here by 10:00 (10:30 ish) with play clothes, and something 'formal'.

THE BIG DAY!!!
we went out in our outfits with one of my friends moms and got a photo shoot done. 
we hung out at my house and made videos and watched movies cuz we didn't have a car
finally when we had a car we went to slurp this is my new favorite smoothie place here because smoothie king went out of buisness (sad day!)
then we went to smiths and got popcorn, red lipstick, and a monster
then we had to hurry home because my brother had his homecoming date yeah saturday was homecoming but we weren't allowed to go :(
then we walked to sienna's and took a couple photos before the sun set
then we walked to ryan's to give him the monster 
AND THEN
we went back and made popcorn, watched funny youtube videos and had fun being girls 
michela ended up going home about 9? 9:30ish? and i had to stay until like 11 cuz i had no ride home. (lol)
Thanks for the fun time girls!
this is one of the MANY photos that we took of sienna trying to get the lighting just right.




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