Graditude

Wow. It has been a long time since my last entry. A few things that have happend. I lost a friendship and gained another one. My brother (very 1st best friend) and another friend of mine both left for their missions (which is crazy), and I ended up earning enough money to do a Model Rep Program. One of which I wanted to do last year, but chose to do a pageant instead. I also lost 1 friend and almost lost another. Rest in Peace Brandon! miss you every day <3


I am grateful for the trials I've had over this past year, (I know it sounds weird but I truly am.) they have made me a stronger person. I'm grateful for my friends that have stayed with me through everything and I want to apologize to a few people:
Ashley: oh where do I begin. I'm sorry for not letting you help me, I'm sorry for pushing you away. I'm grateful you are still here. You are like a sister to me. 
Brandon: I miss you every day. I wish that I knew what was going on so then I could've stopped it. I miss you so much. Rest in peace. 
To everyone else who I've hurt over the past year: I'm sorry. I didn't know. I will try and do better. 

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