its been 24 hours since i found out the news. 48 since it happened. this feels like a bad dream but no one can wake up from it. when did a nightmare become reality? when will this nightmare end
i got so used to no one wanting me that i decided i didnt want me either until you came along and helped put my broken pieces back together just to smash them into a million tiny pieces that i was left picking up by myself. you didnt want me either so im learning to want myself again.
how am i supposed to fully trust myself if i dont know what that looks like? ive been told it takes time and its almost like learning how to walk or breathe all over again but ive never been told how long that takes. some say weeks others say years some even say hours. all i know is i stay busy in hopes that my mind will let me forget my past
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